I Wanna Change Everything

Still feeling kinda busted up. Thanks Mike, for trying to call. Hillary and I were "talking things out." Long story, the first real problems have cropped up between us and it's not a lot of fun. Sometimes it would be easier if I believed my future was already decided by fate, then I wouldn't have to worry about making the right or wrong choices.
Sometimes I get really sick of this life. I want to start over. Mostly I want to leave Florida, but I want to leave in such a way that I won't be digging my own grave. Sometimes I wish I was more "adulty" and I was better equipped to handle the big issues in my life.
I'm doing okay, better than last night, but keep me in your happy thoughts/prayers. Thanks, bros.

Never Been to North Dakota,
Mungo

PS: I learned how to play a new song today. It's Neutral Milk Hotel's "In the Aeroplane Over the Sea."
But that's not my song of the day.

Song of the day: Sunny Day Real Estate - "Every Shining Time You Arrive"