I lost my will to drink so now I'm pissed

How is it possible to lose your will to drink beer? I want to get buzzed (not drunk); just buzzed enough to fill good and forget about the stress in my life. I know that's the wrong reason to drink, so maybe that's why I'm torn. It's a struggle that so far I'm winning, but I don't know how long I can hold out! It makes it even more difficult whEn a certain frienD Doesn't lIkE being bored and drags me downtown and forces me to take in all the eye candy (scantily clad and oh so hot russian chicks). I won't mention any names though :P

Other than that things are blah with shades of gray. I'm outta here...gotta think about drinkin a beer...