Wednesday, October 27, 2004

You'll have to excuse me, I'm living with Julie

GCI is Double O's dial-up provider. This service seems to be at an all-time slow. Seriously, I play games of Hearts or Solitare while I wait for my pages to load. It takes me a full 30 minutes to check 3 or 4 e-mails. I don't even write that much to Meghan or Caitlin anymore because I've already taken half my day to pull up what they've read. I've been seriously thinking about going back to the Post Office for my correspondence. Who doesn't like getting letters?

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. Mike. ST. Mahommie. Where are my DVD's? I would love to watch some of my movies. That would be a wonderful thing.

I hate this house. I love Double O, but he's gone and this place has no positive value for me. I want to be gone, daddy, gone gone gone. Work at the Sportsmen's Warehouse is going well, but I'm going to try to find part time work elsewhere. I need more money so I can find an apartment faster and get the fuck out of this house. Julie is making me insane. No kidding, half the nights I've been here have resulted in lost sleep because Julie and Lissy don't go to bed until 3 a.m. or later some nights. Lissy whines and moans, and Julie yells at her, and then Lissy starts screaming, and then Julie starts SCREAMING and that's what wakes me up. Julie screaming at her kid. I can't stand to hear it. And cleanliness? Shit. I was going to try to help keep the place clean, but the moment you make a clear spot on the floor, it seems like they just use the clean spot to put more stuff. This isn't my mess and I can't clean it up. I've made a few friends since I've been back, and I can't imagine bringing them here...to this awful house...and introduce them to Julie.

I think I need to go for a walk, I'm getting kinda heated inside.

Mungo

PS: November is coming and I STILL haven't finished the SMF. Know why? Cause when I'm at work during the day, Julie and Lissy are eating and sleeping and eating and sleeping alternatively... so that when I get back from work they're watching tv and eating and playing on the computer and eating and watching tv and hosting AOL communities and eating. SO. My own usage of the computer comes in short windows, like this one... and until I can afford a computer monitor of my own, this is how it will have to happen. So, I'm late on the SMF and I'm intermittent on the Blog. You'll have to excuse me Gentlemen, I'm living with Julie.

(Sorry Double O, no offense meant towards you. Wait, you won't even read this.)