Relaxation...

So last night was the first weeknight I have not had to cram for a next day test. It was soooo nice... I will get back to that. I took 2 tests yesterday. I got an 89% on RADAR Theory. I thought I would do worse, but it is still passing. The re-test on the standards I got a 94%. 2.4% higher than the last time I took it.

So... Last night I was not studying and I am not studying this morning either. Just sitting here drinking my coffee reading about Leroy's and some loser Mungo hangs out with and it sounds like it is a sympathy hang out because the dude seems like a tard.

I went over to ST's house and watched a movie because I didn't feel like sitting in my room. ST was on an overnight so I hung out with his wife and Amy. I asked if they wanted to go gambling, but Amy had already lost a shitload that day. Beck said that she wouldn't be allowed to go. I said she would. She said that ST would not let her (she did not call him ST.) I said "yes he will." So I called ST at work and asked. "Whatever dude, go if you want to. I don't care." I told her that I could get him to let her. At that point I didn't even care about going, it was proving to his wife that I could get him to say yes. I proved my point and we watched the movie. We didn't go gambling and I really didn't feel like losing money anyway.

So near the end of the movie... Cami called. I ended up hanging up on her a few times because of the wonderful reception I get in ST's house. I called her back on ST's land line eventually and talked to her for a few minutes. She thought that I actually just hung up on her. Didn't really talk about anything important, one of those "how is the kid, how is work, how are you doing" conversations. Yes, yes... boring conversation. I was just shocked that she called me.

I did mention that we have no future together, right? Well, what do ya do?

Beck told me last night that she is trying to hook me up with a girl that works for her. I have met the girl but don't know anything about her other than she has a 4 year old kid and she is 30. Both of which I have no problem with. She said she was laying the ground work for it yesterday. I swear, I think ST's wife is trying to get me hooked up so I am not lounging in there house all the time and making ST do stupid shit. I don't think he does nearly as much stupid shit when he is not around me. I get him in trouble a lot, and get part of the blame too. (usually well deserved)

I really didn't remember this girl until Beck described her to me. After a few minutes the lightbulb finally turned on and I remembered meeting her. Don't remember what she looks like, but I remember meeting her. Beck refreshed my memory saying that i asked her if she was single, so apparently I thought she was good looking. (or I was drunk.) The girl remembered me though according to Beck.

You know what though.... DATING SUCKS!!! it is too expensive and there is the "figuring out the person" time that I just hate putting soooo much effort into. I have gone to the point when I go out with a girl that I just act how I act and if they don't like it, too bad. I am not rude to them by any means, but I don't sit there and try to impress them with some goofy shit either.

I think the worst part is describing my job. We all know that Eddie is very errogant when it comes to the J O B. That is why I try to avoid this. Because inevitably, the phrase "I am damn good at what I do" will come out. Most people don't understand what the fetch I do even after I explain it anyway, and that is just annoying to me. I try to say "I am in the Air Force" and leave it at that.

Well, that is enough rambling for this morning.

Eddie