Damn the Pain Meds

Well, If I hurt feelings...ummm... get over it.

So ST and I are talking about our camping trip over Memorial day weekend. WOO WOO!!! Man, do we have a lot of little shit to bring. Hopefully, all will fit in a duffle bag that will be strapped to our quads. If not, then I guess we will need more straps. Amazing the little shit you think of that falls under the "Just in Case Shit."

Well, to update you other 2 (not that you read this fucking thing anyway) I am dating a girl named Vicki. It is interesting right now to say the least. I don't know how to describe it other than I don't know if shit will work out or not. We had a discussion today about commitment. both of us pretty much came to the same conclusion that we are not really ready for 100% commitment (as far as dating and sure as hell as far as any future plans) to eachother. This is actually a good thing. Right now I am having commitment issues. Not saying she can't be the one, but not saying she can.

This conversation pretty much came about because I told her I might re-enlist. I basically said that if she does not want to go any further dating me because of this that I understand. A common theme in my life for the past several years.

However, I did tell her that I DO want to continue to see her and she said that she wants to still see me too. It just made for a very odd conversation seeming how we have not known eachother for that long.

No worries Bro's, no forseeable wedding bells in my near future. Not that anyone but ST would come to my wedding anyway. Not saying y'all wouldn't be invited because you would. I just know y'all would not show up. But the truth hurts sometimes.