Days and nights intently

I'm tired. I wish ZZ was here. I could lay down with her and fall asleep. If I lay down now, even though I'm very tired, I will not fall asleep. It will not happen. And if it does, it won't be for more than an hour or so.

Swiadek came over last night. He's sad with girl troubles. I've been struggling with naming this kid. I like so many names! And ZZ does too! But we like different names! We both agree on the names Caleb Sebastian, but I don't know. I feel like something's missing.

Caleb Sebastian Kershner. CSK. Cal. Seb. Bastian. ebSe. Cale. Cale! I like that one.

I just spoke to ZZ on the phone. She's in Miami, right, and a large part of her family (all adopted) is Cuban, right? So she's been pigging out on the good wholesome Cuban food she'll NEVER find in AlAskA. AlAskAn's think they have ethnic food here because they have a few Mexican/Korean/Thai/Japanese/Turkish/English/Hungarian/Peruvian/Welsh/Russian/Greek resturants. Pish Posh I say! Do they have any Cuban restruants?