My AlAskAn Summer

I'm too tired to do anything. I have no desire today or many other days to do anything at all. I have been on some hikes, but nothing at all in the last few weeks. my foot itches and my head hurts and there are fillings falling out of my teeth. ZZ and I have been working on getting the nursery set up. She had a baby shower with her friends and coworkers yesterday and today we're eating the left over cake and it's cloudy outside. I rode my bike to the book store and wrote eight measly paragraphs in my book and then talked to KidKenny over a 20 oz. Americano and talked about his new CD out soon and everything he's read and I've read in the last year and then I rode my bike to the library and got pissed off and I've stayed pissed off all day and now the internet decides to work for the first time in 8 damn days and neither ZZ or I have called GCI to inquire as to the problem and I feel like I'm always on the verge of

explosive anger